Wednesday, April 06, 2005
dear friend,
we used to be close..in fact i think we were closer than my bf and me..we used to talk over the phone for hours..talking bout stuff that both of us thinks its cool..talking bout life..talking bout who's gonna be ur gf nanti..hehe..(i was so eager to know..cant wait~!)..talking bout girls..(well..hmm im having doubt too..but im pretty sure im straight..haha!)..we shared some laughs over the long journeys..all the music influences that uve given to me..(some still remains u know..heh)..catch sum movies..hang out wif other friends..present hunting(it was short but i had fun)..but most of all ure the best listener i ever had..yes..had..past tense..that was before only God knows what had happened till it made us go different ways..
maybe u have found urself a better friend than me..or maybe u didnt like that much as ur friend..maybe it was me..u just had it wif me..or maybe there's sumone bitching bout me..there's too many maybes but i would nvr know which is the correct answer..maybe u,dear friend,could tell me?
its nearly impossible for u to read this..but hope is all i have..so i hope when uve read this..n u feel like uve missed me too..then please dun hesitate to give me a ring, a message, an email perhaps..heck just a missed call would do..dat would be very sweet of u..
u may not notice but everytime we were to hang out together wif other friends too, we seldom talk to each other as though we dun know each other..awkwardness falls everytime we were left alone..(yup..not the comfortable silentness that we used to have back then)..or maybe its just me who overreacted..(drama drama drama)..but i truly miss u..really
n this goes out to my dearly friends who never had a chance to contact me..i miss u guys too
-=waiting for the buzz of my phone..=-
t h e b u g _ b l o g g e d _ @ 4/06/2005 11:09:00 AM |
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