Sunday, March 26, 2006
n so today ive my entire hse to myself and of course i go bored eventually and start to go online. started browsing some ppl's profiles through friendster and myspace and stopped by at my ex's profile in myspace. i clicked the "view all pictures" section and there he was..in all pictures. he looked terribly different. oh tha's my point. he looked so terrible. i mean every girl who knows him seem to be having some crush on him (used to..sorry) and i get to keep him for myself for a while. but long distance relationship nvr really worked for me so we broke up and move on with our lives. but seeing him in the pictures makes me don't want to admit i used to be with him. its like as if i was mesmerized over nothing back then. he 's nothing like he used to be. he used to love rock n roll kindda style. (i only date rockstars or at least..rockstar wannabe's). n now hisfront quote was "check it out, one two, one two...am i on air" sorta thing...like hello. (enough mocking here).
so my point is...does that indonesian "pukau" thing really exist? i mean..if it does, it worked the hell out of me. i even thought he was my first love (cmon..i was 14 back then)..n now i just had to take my words back. now im not sure who's my first love.
isnt that just sad? every human being must know who their first love is. first love is the most memorable moment that could ever happen to anyone and it should be cherished. its like having puberty in a very VERY good way. everybody seems to be enjoying telling tales about their first love..but not me.i think mine was such a big mistake. i think its just because every other girl around him liked him..n when it turned out that he liked me, its like showing how proud i was of getting his attention. its like winning a competition againts the other stylish and pretty girls.
oh well, guess i'll just assume my first love is mr mojo. (he's my tomcat btw). at least he nvr got the chance to hurt/dump me, because some stupid dogs ate half of its body. (sob sob).
t h e b u g _ b l o g g e d _ @ 3/26/2006 03:06:00 PM |
3 Comments:
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman,
but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
http://myspace.com/scarescar
5:37 PM
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman,
but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
http://myspace.com/scarescar
5:39 PM
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman,
but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
Scarescar's
5:40 PM
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